Someone commented that to me some time back, that I'm defective. I have scars all over, a crooked right arm, frequent migraine, constant aches and pains. Even I have to agree that I'm defective already.
Bob said I'm a 29 year old trapped in a 50 year old body. Guess I'm sedentary all these while so my body aged faster than it's supposed to be?
Like now, my both arms are aching badly. And they always ache once every 2 months. It's really frustrating. I can't do tedious housework, they will ache. I can't wring a wet cloth more than 10 times, they will ache. And this time, I actually did a human sarong thingy with Jayden, and my arms ache. It's crazy!
Now, I have to sleep with like 10 plasters on each arm and pills to knock me out. Even the old folks are not as bad as me. I can't lift my arms above my head or the ache will get really bad, so just now, I even had to get Bob to wash my hair for me.
I can deal with pain, but ache is something I can't handle. The last spring cleaning I did before Chinese New Year was the worse. I can't move both arms after that and when I woke up in the middle of the night, moved my arm an inch, the ache just shot through both my arms and I remembered I actually cried to sleep. How bad is that??
I guess I really have to try and lead a healthy lifestyle, and exercise more. If not by the time I'm 50, I have to use a walking stick. And that's really pathetic lor. Defective.
