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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Emotions Update

Thanks all for the kind advises and consolation. Through here and through sms-es. Thank you all so much. I'm quite relieved to know that this might just be a passing phase for Tara. I will definitely need more patience in teaching her the good and bad, the right and wrong.

I'm feeling so much better now. Still a bit down but it's because Bob wasn't around. In the past, 6 or 7 days without Bob around wasn't that bad. Actually time flies then, maybe because I'm busy with work and back home, with Tara, time whizzed by. Now it's his 5th day overseas, I felt like he wasn't around for weeks!! Really miss having him around. Bob's always a good listener, no matter what nonsense I'm blabbering. He will listen. And I miss that.

As for Tara, she's certainly behaving really well these 2 days. Very sweet, very loving. Lots of kisses, lots of hugs from her these 2 days. Maybe she knows that Mummy isn't feeling good. But the poor girl fell ill. Early this evening, I felt her body was warmer than usual and her face was flushed. Took her temperature and she's running a fever. 37.7 degrees. Fed her fever medicine and brought her home. I think she's really unwell, she wasn't her usual bubbly self and instead of taking her shoes off, like she always does when we reach home, she stood beside the stool and laid her head there instead, and looking at me with bleary eyes.

She's sleeping now. Gotta feed her next dose of fever medication at 12am, 4 hours interval. Her fever went up to 38.2 degrees when I last checked. Poor baby.

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